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hees..so long haven been blogging les..hahas..hmm..ytd got chi remedial..then suddenly halfway thru the lesson,his group came into our group..mel and josh they all saw him..then they keep calling siyin siyin so loud los..somemore all the 4E all there los..was like damm pai seh..chiwai also say my face all red..then kl and wilfred keep asking who i like..then i nv tell then kl say..wah liddat one los..everytime slack slack together..then now nv tell us who u like..hahas..he ask chiwai,chiwai also nv tell..hahas..then we end ard 2.40 liddats..then i walk from the back to 4/4 class..then i walk past him,i look on the floor..cos i always liddat de ma..i see the person i like,i sure look other places de..hahas..hmm..then i continue walking..was walking halfway,then he oi oi oi mi then wave to mi..hahas..then i look back,then he smile..so i just wave hello to him los..hahas..hmm..so happy ytd los..was like the happiest day of my life these few months los..hahas..wish ytd could be forever..but i noe it wouldn't happen..hahas..hmm..cos maybe i alone then he will wave or talk to mi..hahas..hmm..i with my friends,i'm like invisible..hahas..hmm..stupid zhong jie..go midnight call mi..somemore i ytd was like very tired liaos los..then i sleep until shuang shuang then my fone ring..sians..have to pick up..hahas..then unknown number..nv see b4 de..so just pick up los..he say "hello,may i speak to nasi brayni.."then i just replied sorry,i think u got the wrong number..hahas..cos i was like very tired le ma..then i wan to sleep and i was like blur blur cannot think properly..i tot the person wanted to order nasi brayni..hahas..then i go back bed..msg ring..then was like thinking,sians..tmr then see la..so heck care..nv go see msg..hahas..is zhong msg mi the nasi brayni thing..hahas..so i dunno ma..then later second time,hp ring again..and diff no.so dunno..just pick up los..again dunno wad nasi thing..sians..so wrong no. again..but b4 i put down..i heard the other party laugh..hahas..then 1 min later,zhong use his hp call mi..then just pick up los..he say i got alot of name..hahas..nasi ayam,nasi brayni and many many more..hahas..then he say i very funny..hahas..so i just say i tired ma..then sleeping..u call,i also dunno wad u talking de..hahas..then he heard i sleeping,so he say he dun disturb mi le..ask mi go back sleep..he so boliaos los..midnight call mi just to disiao mi..hahas..hmm..then morning msg him disturb him..then he come tell mi so much chim chim de things..hahahs..hmm..then nth much le..tonight my turn to disturb him...hahas..i try wake up at 3am to call him..hahas..i will call him mee soto, mee siam  or mee robus if i can..hahas..hmm..end here le ba..

[[miss him lots]]

ytd..finally i bought my 1gb m2 memory card les..

today..jane so bhb las.. we purposely sit seperate table from her then she ji tiao bhb come sit with us las..cos our table noe i super buay song jane mas..then spilt table las...she really damm it bhb las..come join in..knn las..she hump ji kia las..see mi on bus,dun dare walk over..try act cute only..copy cat also..i have been doing the ka pui thing in sch and everywhere with my friends since a few months ago..then today i saw her do the pui thing..FUCK las..super copy cat las..knn..then i always play with lutfi by banging him..then she today go bang lutfi also los..she think like i nv see liddat..fuck sia..keep talking about soccer..act as if she noe soccer very well liddats..talking about soccer,liverpool won the match agains chelsea..sads..wanted chelsea to win de..haiis..hmm..today man u..got match..hahas..hmm..nth much les las..not going to talk to her that often les..maybe i'll just ignore her..hope my mood get better tmr..else i won't be able to concentrate on my papers..hahas..kks..got to study for ss les..got so much still haven study..

bloody fucking hell..today went down late for recess..and i was sleeping during eng lesson..sleep until so shuang..hahas..first time can sleep in shafie class..hahas..hmm..went down late,so in canteen sit until very behind..hahas..then candice walked past..then she say now i noe y u want to sit here..then i just scolded her fuck u..well forget it..hmm..next i asked jy got hear wad candice say anots..she repeated wad she say..then jane go orh..then i tell straight in her face..u noe wad shit??u noe meh?then she still dare tell mi 4/6...its like wtf..how the fuck she noe sia..then i ask yijie..she say jane got ask her the person i like is it yeo smt smt de..wtf..i think she saw my fone when i lend it to her that time when she said she wanted to listen to music..is like wtf..i swear i wun lend her my fone anymore..haiis..then i ask guiliang to help mi check it out how she noe de..then she go tell him the hei hei na ge los..WTF!!!how the fuck she noe las..sians las..that time have been bugging mi since recess..go back to class also no mood study..then when having pc that time was like ranting all the way..i kept scolding fuck fuck fuck..and scolded her slut and bitch and so on..of course at my corner..but yijie sitting in the middle also can hear..jy also came over to talk to mi..ask mi dun care her..who cares about her feeling?such a bitch..got feeling one mes?haiis..hmm..mel saw mi so angry..then she ask mi y so angry..hahas..then just told her los..anyways,i told josh also..then he ask mi wait..cos he say interesting..so he say wait for him pack finish his books first..hahas..hmm..then talk to him los..hahas..lutfi also talk to mi..he say that time thurs he and akmal they all walked pass time park..then he saw prcs ppl play soccer..then he went over ask can play with them anots..they say wait later..and lutfi they all asked later wad time,they say 7 pm..cos by 7pm they already left the field..hahas..he bully my friend..cos he say dun ask him,ask the other person..hahas..hmm..went to ws after sch..then bought the monkey thing for radhi..tmr his birthday..hahas..so wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE,RADHI..hmm..after buying that thing,then we anyhow walk..then we walk to time park..purposely walk pass there de..hahas..hmm..then went on walking home..hahas..hmm..i'm still bothered about wad jane said..thinking and pondering about how she will noe de..haiis..msg with huili also..she ask mi dun angry with her..hahas..i say i feel like whacking her..but she say whack her also no use..dirty ur hands only..hahas..hmm..she say if jane dare say anything or spread..or even disturb mi,she sure scold her de..hahas..wad a sweet sister i have..hahas..hmm..well,i guess i wun get any peace from now on like wad josh said..jane noe,means i siao liaos..sure spread till the whole sch noe de..haiis..hmm..no peace..haiis..GET THIS BITCH!!I DON'T NEED A FRIEND LIKE YOU IN MY LIFE..FRIENDS LIKE U,THROW IN THE RUBBISH BIN I THINK ALSO NOBODY WILL WANT TO TAKE..FUCK U BITCH!!!! AND ONE MORE THING,DUN TRY TO ACT CLOSE TO PPL WHEN U NOT EVEN CLOSE TO THAT PERSON..WTF..U SO DESPERATE FOR FRIENDS MAS??ANYHOW GO SEC 1 CLASS TO MAKE FRIENDS..FOR GOD SAKE..STOP FIRLTING WITH YOUNGER BOYS LAS..IT'S SO BITCHY OKIES..AND..DUN TRY TO ACT CUTE IN PICS OR NEOPRINTS..EVEN IN REAL LIFE..SHOW UR TRUE SELF IN FRONT OF BOTH SEXES..DUN ACT AH LIAN IN FRONT GIRLS AND TRY TO ACT GENTLE IN FRONT OF GUYS LAS..I SEE ALREADY ALSO CANNOT STAND LAS..VOMITS LAS..PUKE..ACBC ONLY..u always make mi suspect that you are a lesbian..cos u always behave like one..i really wonder if u are one..i like a younger guy..so wad?at least its still a guy..not like u..no target..wonder if u are a les..ask u who u like also dun wan tell..maybe is girl thats y u dun wan tell..anyways,just FUCK OFF  las..end here les las..nth to write also les..

[[ i like him so wads????]]
[[wads the problem with u..]]
[[fuck of mans,u bitch]]
[[stupid lesbian]]

hmm..just came back from studying at whitesands mac..hahas..hmm..didn't really study that much..spend most of the time talking rather..hahas..hmm..don't really like to go out with yijie and jing yi they all las..cos they have to fucking go home damm early los..espically yijie..can't stand her mum..haiis..we meet at 2 pm..and her mum expects her to be home by 6pm? is like so little time,study wad shit?somemore,5 must leave that place les..sibei sians one los..haiis..msg lutfi to come down study..then he say he not coming..cos i ytd nv go jamming with them..hahas..then i just argue back las..say is u say want to wake mi up..then in the end u nv..then he say he dun like to disturb ppl sleep..hahas..hmm..talking about disturbing of sleep,guiliang las..he should noe that i 9 plus haven wake up de..then he still call mi..then my fone so noisy..hahas..so bo bian..have to answer the call..oks..i picked up..i dunno who called..cos is private number..then he ask mi later meet wad time and so on..i dunno who is the person..and i can talk to that person for like 1 min plus then ask who is he..hahas..hmm..he still ask mi..u now then noe i guiliang ars?hahas..cos i haven even fully awake los..hahas..how am i suppose to think straight?hahas..hmm..went to popular after that,then mi and jingyi bought same pencil but different colour..hahas..hmm..i have the pink one at home..but sians la..pink les..hahas..hmm..my light blue one kena taken away by lutfi..somemore he go vandalise my pencil!!he still dare say after i vandalise finish ur pencil then i give u back..is like diaos..hahas..nvm..i also took his pencil..cos tt time i wan draw ma..so we exchanged pencil..cos 0.7 de.not nice to draw..so i took his 0.5 de pencil..hahas..hmm..and my pencil is gone to his there for good..hahas..hmm..one funny thing,i was eating sundae..then guiliang make one sound..make mi laugh,then i spit out the whole sundae in my mouth..hahas..then make until him abit..hahas..then we were laughing like crazy there..hahas..jy go beat him for disturbing mi when i eating..lols..hmm..another thing..jy dunno the pencil we just bought was 0.7,then she go take 0.5 de lead from mi..and she put in a few times,keep dropping out,then she ask mi..siyin ar..how come this lead cannot go in one?then i answer..orh..is 0.7..hahas..then she scolded fuck u..and we both laughs..hahas..hmm..interesting day las..hahas..she bought dark blue and i bought purple..hahas..am i too emotional?
`illusionist
[[i'm missing you like crazy]]
[[awaiting for that day to come=)]]

boos..hahas..hmm..i'm being lame..hahas..hmm..anyways,today is han xiang's birthday..so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAN XIANG!!! hmm..he forgotten how i remember his birthday..cos he forgotten that he told mi b4..hahas..hmm..nv msg ck at all..hahas..hmm..keith talk to mi on msn also..hahas..another new guy 28 years old add mi in msn and friendster..hmm..y so many ppl that i dun noe like to add mi de?wadever..hahas..i've been like listeting to girlfriend the whole day los..hahas..hmm..didn't go jamming today..cos lutfi nv wake mi up..i woke up like 1 liddat..then they meet at 12.30 mas..hahas..he liar los..he wanted mi to go..then he say he will wake mi up tmr..then i say u try..then he say he will try..but then he nv..haiis..hahas..hmm..anyways,today nv go out,tmr still can go out de mas..hahas..i going to study..hahas..with jy and yj..and ms koh maybe going also..hahas..she goign teach mi loci thing..cos my loci sux to the core..hahas..not really sure abt stretch and shear also..hahas..hope can pass my maths..and hopefully pass all..


[[ i miss you las..]]
 [[when will the day come?]]
 [[hope the day for us to be together will come soon=)]]
 [[ i'm so in love with you ]]

ya blews..hahas..

23/4/07 : today,cut guiliang's queue..then seng loong they all behind kao bei kao bei so much..fuck sia..was like damm pissed off
                with them las..gl also told mi in class that r/s is not as easy as wad i tot it would be..hahas..dunno les..midyear coming 
                les..sians..hahas..

24/4/07 : today,i found out the ck last time also got smoke de..cos i msg ask him got smoke anots mas..then he say last time los..
                 hahas..he also noe i last time smoke b4..cos he say i got anot..then i tell him los..hahas..hmm..wanted to smile at 
                 him..but he nv look back..hahas..

25/4/07 : today..super fun day sia..lutfi went to play with the fake bird that mr singh puts at last time where the piano was 
                located..we took the bird back into our class long ago..hahas..then he today go play with the bird..hahas..josh dare mel to 
                splash water at him..then she splash..then make until my leg also got abit los..then floor also got..then lutfi quickly throw 
                the bird..then say the bird pee so much..then everyone laugh..hahas..hmm..then later when we very long nobody touch 
                the bird,then he say the bird pee so much until the bird die liaos..hahas..today,i also got msg xue qian in sch los..then 
                msg msg los..then after sch went to ws to take neoprints los..hahas..hmm..then saw xue qian outside 7-eleven 
                also..then i just smile to him..then he smile back..hahas..then jy say he become more handsome les..then i go msg 
                him di siao him..cos he morning also got tell mi say he still steadless mas..then he say he too ugly thats y no girl 
                wants..hahas..crap los..hahas..i nv msg ck at all today seh..hahas..hmm..i like the pic i took with jy today seh..hahas..just 
                mi and her only..hahas..dun have someone who tries to act cute in the neoprint..puke..act already also not cute de..so 
                bhb los..no wonder ppl dun like to take neoprint with u..say u spoil the whole pic..hahas..i think it's quite true las..PUKE!!!!!

26/4/07 : another of a crazy laughs..lutfi plays with the bird agains..hahas..joshua went for syf..then the class was like so quiet 
                 los..then everyone can study..hahas..total peace sia..hahas..hmm..lutfi added a penis to the bird..was like diaos..hahas..
                 -_-W..hahas..hmm..laughs agains like hell las..hahas..hmm..ck today cut hair les..hahas..i saw his back view..then look 
                like him..but y his hair so short..then see his side view..it's him..just that he cut hair..hahas..but i think he long hair nicer 
                bas..but his short hair cuter..hahas..hmm..today was like almost the whole sch kena sacked..hahas..everyone put 
                their files into the paper box and bought everything home..hahas..hmm..slacked in canteen until 4.15..hahas..he come 
                out,then i go homes..hahas..he also wun go home with him de mas..hahas..so dun think will be waiting for him after sch 
                anymore..wait les also no use de..waiting just to see him only..wad a silly girl i am..haiis..i went to the toilet before going 
                to down..i went into his class to look at his handwriting..cos his class like so near the girls toilet mas..so sun bian go 
                see los..hahas..hmm..went in from the back door and came running out from the front door..hahas..jy say i very 
                funny..hahas..his handwriting same like my bro de..big big de..hahas..

27/7/07 : today..eng and chi exam paper 1.. crazy liaos..i dun even noe how to do the leaflet thing los..i just wrote rubbish inside 
                los..mr shafie las..didn't even go through anything about paper 1 los..haiis..fuck sia..hmm..then chi paper..sians las..i 
                spent most of my time doing section 1..and my section 2 was only like left 35 mins los..i rushed through the whole 
                section 2..haiis..dunno still can pass anots..haiis..hmm..from where i sit,i can also see him..hahas..hmm..quite clear 
                view..he's like 1 row in front of mi..hahas..so everytime lie down or look left can see him..hahas..after sch..went to 
                central..he outside also..then he run after the bus los..he told mi he ran all the way to hai sing de bus stop,cos his friend 
                in the bus..then i saw him run that time,i tell jy,they are crazy..they dunno there's this thing called the next bus..hahas..even
                if my friend inside,i just ask him to go wadever place wait for mi..then i'll catch the next bus and be there asap los..no way 
               i'm gonna run long distance mans..i like 3 years nv run long distance liaos los..hahas..hmm..later run,my kneecap pains 
               agains..anyways, my kneecap nowadays also quite pain las..haiis..maybe cos of the weather cold or 
               wad..sians..hmm..think nth much les las..maybe tmr go see lutfi they all jamm..then sun go with jy,yj and 
               mer to study..hahas..be guai kia..hahas..o oks.anyways,i do my chi paper halfway,then i suddenly urgent..then ask miss 
               shim for permission to go to the toilet..hahas..hmm..she go ask mi how i find the eng paper..then i told her about mr 
               shaife the thing also..hahas..lutfi just called mi to go jamming..hahas..he ssay he tmr will wake mi up..hahas..cos i say i 
               dunno i wad time wake up mas..hahas..

anyways,i got 26/40 for my e-maths mock exam..was like quite shocked at the result las..was happy more than sad..hahas..hmm..i was expecting 18 or 19..cos i dunno my shear and stretch..end up,i lost the most most mark at cumulative frequency los..was like the graph totally wrong..haiis..have to find someone to help mi with the frequency and loci thing..hahas..hmm..i find that i've changed in terms of my attitude..i can be very violent nowdays les..haiis..dunno wad to do with myself also..i can really punch u if u piss mi off..haiis..just like wad i did to my bro..he pissed mi off..and i just punched him in his stomach..haiis..who can help mi out from not being so violent...i don't want to be so violent de..but i cannot help it when ppl piss mi off..haiis..hope i can control my temper bas..hmm..anyways,i sprained my left hand..today in class was like super damm pain las..then keep pressing my hand..hahas..haiis..eat that time also pain los..haiis..then eat and press my hand..hahas..luckily is not my right hand kena sprain ars..else i how to take exam sia..cannot write seh..hahas..hmm..i sprained my hand not because i punched my bro..but because i woke up on monday morning already liddat les..hahas..strange rights?hahas..hmm..think nth much to write le bas..ending here los..hmm..bbs..hope got ppl pei wo go macs tomorrow..then can see him agains..hahas..today when talking to miss letch that time also got see him and his friend walk down..hahas..he walked passed mi also..hahas..hmm..i looked at him..but...he nv look back..wanted to smile at him des..hahas..but ended up...haiis...and..huili today also cry cos she got gastric pain..then syed ask mi wad happen..tis was like the only time we talked after wad happen in the past..end here les las..nth much les..

hmm..mr shafie says he can't be bothered about our class les..wad to do?haiis..we today also slack in class de..he dun wan to teach wad to do?end up we spend our time talking in class..haiis..hmm..also found out that he got smoke b4..hahas..cos i go ask him he got smoke b4 anots mars..hahas..then he say he smoke like 5 sticks like that only..then he also stop les..hahas..hmm..seriously..i seriously have the urge to take back smoking..haiis..i see cigarettes or see ppl smoke i get tempted..haiis..wad to do?haiis..

hmm..should i give up or continue waiting?haiis..i really dunno wad to do..for the past few days have been really emo..didn't talk much during self study..emo myself..think about stuffs..then josh come back that time,he says y i like sad sad ders..then i say nth las..then i went to central..then went back home los..sianns..hmm..but recently he got reply my msges las..hahas..
hmm..todays,i told josh that i want to pass my mid year and o levels..cos my ca1 was like fail all..then chiwai overheard..we go into 5/2 for mt that time,he say im shocked by wad u say...wtf..wads wrong with wanting to study?yes,i changed my attitude because of him..so wad?i want to study because of him..so wad?at least it's a good thing rights?better than u..smoke smoke smoke..say want quit until now still haven quit..at least i quitted last december los..hmm..the temption is back to mi..but..i promised jy that i won't touch it agains means i won't touch it agains..u..lie to ppl say u quit les..haiis..nvm..i'm not gonna bother myself with ppls like u..and some stupid stuffs like this..NO OFFENCE..BUT I REALLY HAVE TO SAY IT...anyways,i passing my n levels book down to han bin..hahs..i pass my chem,phy and eng to him first..cos heavy..then i dun want to bring all want shot..maybe mon i bring more for him..hahas..
kks..i gonna go sleep les..tmr still got physics remedial..and he's got geog remedial..hahas..he says that ms foong teach like tamil lesson..also won't understand des..hahas..i gonna miss him..hahas..i'll upload the pics that i've edited tmr..
[[i miss you]]
[[looking forward to seeing you]]

hmm..had my oral exams yesterday..was like nervous..hahahs..exam was with 4/6 and 5/2..hahas..and obviously plus my class los..hahas..hmm..sians los..i used lots if slang..haiis..like kena pertered and las and ah..hmm..was luckily that i didn't fail and at least i got 21/40..hmm..considered not bad les las..last time is get 18,19 de..now get 21..ok ok los..hmm..sians los..this few days keep msging him,he never reply ders..haiis..ytd msg him ask him about his oral..i msg him ard 8 plus..then he reply at 2 plus am..but..dun think is he at that time send de bas..maybe is the network problem or wad los..hmm..cos i ytd 8 plus also got msg jy ask her about the chem test wad topic..but she today morning 6 plus then reply mi..she say she 5 plus recieve my msg..then she tot i wake up so early..hahas..hmm..yeah..when i was sleeping that time,i was like dead tired las..then 2 plus,my hp ring..then my bed vibrate and got song from under my pillow..hahas..cos i nv charge fone mas..then just put under my pillow los..hmm..i was like dead tired..then hp ring,just press and see los..but i seriously cannot make out wad the msg is and is who msg mi de..cos was like tried to open my eye,but cannot see anything..hahas..the same thing happened at 6 plus..when jy msg mi..hmm..then also cannot see..so both i just pressed away los..hahas..hmnm..i only went to read the msg when i was really awake..which was after i bathe finish and eating my breakfast that time,then i go see my hp..hahas..hmm..then saw is him and jy msg mi ders..hahas..he say his eng oral is only one word to describe it..hahas..i also think like that yesterday..hahas..cos i stucked at the pic conversation..sians..hmm..then just now in class i was like praying that i pass my oral exams..hahas..hmm..but still pass ars..hahas..hmm..in class during pc lesson that time,lutfi go snatch my foolscape..cos i writing something secretive los..then is like secret then he go snatch..then i go scream los..then ms shim ask that if there is a need for mi to scream..hahas..cos joshua also kena shocked that i suddenly scream...hahas..hmm..think nth much les bas..maybe i'll post wad i write in my foolscape next time here bas..

hmm..today,went to the speech day..actually dun wan go de..suppose to go hopsital see mummy de..but then mummy call mi in the morning say i dun need go le..cos she coming back le..then daddy go fetch her los..so i nv go..then i go back sleep..until 10 plus,going 11 liddat..then wake up..call candice..then i slack awhile,then go bathe,then go candice house..when we at central..we buy food..then suddenly rain..then we had to run to her house in the rain sia..hahas..sianns..i msg him when i stucked at 230..wanted to go home and take my jacket..hahas..hmm..he at downtown food court eat..hahas..the seating arrangement not good one..i on the left side,he at the right side of the hall..was like super sian los..haiis..hmm..mr colin also ask mi change my shoe with a prize winner..cos she cannot go up on stage with torn shoe..then i go to the back change los..then i come back that time,joshua they all disturb mi say y i only go for a while,then my shoe become liddat..hahas..then when go home that time,i go change back my shoe..then saw him..at the fitness corner..hahas..but i just walked past him..hahas..at the staircase in the afternoon i also saw him when was climbing up..to report attendance..hahas..hmm..in the hall,then thing end ard 8 plus..then i told mummy ard 6 or 7..then she keep calling mi..she call the 3rd time then i pick up..somemore,ms juliana walk past los..then i quickly tell my mummy i cannot talk to her les..later my fone kena confiscated..hahas..cos behind mi also got teachers mars..hahas..then she just put down the fone los..hahas..gui liang ars..he go pull his skin..then i call him the rubber man..then i help him pull..then we laugh until cannot stop los..then yijie was like looking at us..diaos..hahas..we stop awhile,he laugh,then i laugh again..hahas..cannot stop..hahas..until like 5 mins later then we really stop laughing and never laugh that hard anymore los..i tell him i laugh until my back pain..then he laugh even more..hahas..hmm..then i go home,i slept ard 10 plus,going 11 liddat..cos was very tired las..then sleep los..the moment i lie down,i sleep les los..hahas..hmm..then i think midnight i wake up,see msg..then i even dreamt that he msg mi..at 12.59 los..dunno is it dream or wad..is like reality los..hahas..butu then in the morning,check my hp agains..but never see the msg les..hahas..
[[missing him]]

haiis..today got the speech day rehersal..sians los..hahas..hmm..keep like wanting to fall alseep los..hahas..anyways,was quite happy las..cos he sit quite near mi..hahas..he was like in front of my row..then two seats away from mi nia..hahas..hmm..cool mans..hahas..hmm..i also told yijie that if only today is tomorrow..then can see him through out the whole thing..hahas..crazy lutfi go disturb him..he keep tapping him,then pretend nth happen..first time he touch him,then he turn back and smile..eye contact los..hahas..then second time,he go tap agains,then he just look le,then turn back..cos he reading the joke book..hahas..and he noes that they are disturbing him..hahas..hmm..yijie said smt to mi..abt him..but i cannot write here..else alot of ppl will come ka jiao mi agains..hahas..sians..after the rehersal,went to canteen sit with rayna and jill..cos raining,then cannot go home..hahas..after that we talk and do hw los..hahas..hmm..i saw ben they all,then i point..then jill saw..hahas..then she also go ka jiao mi on ck..hahas..rayna also noe..like so pai seh los..hahas..later they disturb mi agains..sians..then later rayna go home les,then i went walking around pasir ris area with jill..we walked all the way to time park there..then walk back to sch..then go home..hahas..she say we walk like nv ending ders..hahas..lols..hmm..actually wanted to go hospital see mummy ders..but then like so far..cos she change hosp..then nobody go with mi..like so sian..then i say i tomorrow then go with bro los..hahas..cos seriously very sian ma..ask mi take mrt alone all the way singapore general hospital there..hahas..will sian until like hell one los..hahas..hmm..he today also nv go play soccer..cos he say raining,muddy..someone he be scarastic with mi los..hahas..cos i msg him,then he say he on the way home..say he guai wors..hahas..then he say no las..actually he wants to sleep..hahas..hmm..tomorrow before speech day,sians..dunno where to go..hahas..feel like going see him play soccer..but later like so pai seh..hahas..like all guys,then i the only girl..sians..see how los..maybe go candice house tomorrow..hahas..
[[i miss him]]

erms..this few days have been msging him..hahas..ytd mummy went into hospital to check up..doc say maybe must do the operation agains..worried..haiis..hmm..i told him that..then he ask mi if i ok anots..say must cheer up..hahas..so sweet..hahas..hmm..today lutfi also disturb mi..he's forever disturbing mi..hahas..he ask mi question that got to do with logic..hahas..then he also ask,josh,mel...then later we ask him to ask ms shim..then ms shim also dunno the answer..say she must go think..then lutfi say,if she tomorrow cannot give us the answer,then no hw for the weekend..hahas..hmm..recess that time sat with jeremy they all..hahas..then jy go say i should sit at her place..cos can get a clear view of him..hahas..then jeremy ask who..but nv tell him..hahas..lutfi finally noe why i ask him the question about boy and girl thing les..hahas..he today say..no wonder that time u ask mi about that question..hahas..then josh disturb mi agains..sians..hmm..later going to hospital to see my mummy..so,won't be at home los..hahas..
[[miss him loads]]